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Interrogations
By
Ophelia Benson
An
eclectic, literary challenge to everyday thinking.
Number
Twenty One: Desert Island Dreams
We
live in a human world, whether we like it or not. And some of us
don't much like it. We would prefer (or think we would, until we
try it) to live in a different kind. A god world, a nature world,
a snow and ice world. Or an algorithm world, a silicon world, a
numerical world. Bertrand Russell had some yearnings for a mathematical
world: "But I simply can't stand a view limited to this earth,
I feel life is so small unless it has windows into other worlds...I
like mathematics largely because it is not human." (Letters)
A steel and iron, bolts and rivets world, a machine world. A carbon
world, a star world, a gas world. A sky, rock, mountain world; a
field, plant, crop, livestock world. In short, a variety of kinds
of world where humans play smaller roles or no role, where the facts
and objects and forces are independent of human whims and vagaries,
where the other lumps of matter are either inert and lifeless like
rocks or motivated by factors quite other than human desires, like
wolves or emus or sharks. A few of us want to get away from the
human world entirely, whether via fantasy or reality; many of us
want at least a break from it, such as on the job; others of us
are happy to be immersed in it all day every day.
It's
very difficult, in fact nearly impossible, to escape the human world
entirely and live in another. A very few people can do a Thoreau
or a Ted Kaczynski - but even they still live in a fairly human
world, only a few miles from town, able to walk or bike to the grocery
store and to have their laundry done. There are a few hunters and
trappers, prospectors and miners; a few lighthouse keepers, fire
watchers, anchorites, disappearers. But even they usually rely on
human artifacts, and in any case they don't always last long. Chris
McCandless set off to try it in Alaska and starved to death in a
matter of weeks, a few miles from a highway. And the vast majority
of us can't even do that much, or anything like it - not with six
billion people on the planet. Can't and don't want to in any case.
We need the eggs. It's not only survival, it's everything else.
Not just food and shelter, sex and reproduction, commerce and trade
goods, but jokes and stories, conversation and debate, learning
and teaching. As Aristotle pointed out to hardly anyone's disagreement,
we're a social animal; a pack animal like chimps and gorillas, elephants
and wildebeests, rather than solitaries like orang-utans or snakes.
So
we're stuck with that, therefore we're always trying to make that
nest more comfortable. That's what a lot of human activity is all
about - turning around and around and around in that nest before
finally flopping down in comfort. Much of that is purely material,
purely about calories, providing and preserving them. But then comes
the hard part - navigating, managing, negotiating all that human
presence. It doesn't just take care of itself, after all. It would
save a lot of trouble if it did, but it doesn't. Just as it doesn't
with a lot of other animals - they're always wanting the same bit
of territory, the same nesting site, berry bush, water access, mate,
carcass, tree. They're always having to bare their fangs at each
other, spray rocks and tree trunks, puff out their hair or feathers,
stamp, bark, scream, roar, throw things. Never a moment's peace.
And so it is with us. Some of the stamping and screaming takes slightly
more sophisticated forms - people screaming on tv shows or in bars
or kitchens instead of on the Savannah; diplomacy; nicely graded
offers, bargains, threats - and then when that doesn't work down
to good old bombs and guns - to throwing things.All very stressful.
What with traffic (everyone wanting the same bit of ground, again)
and waiting in line at the supermarket and demanding bosses, teasing
co-workers, noisy neighbours, intrusive or unavailable friends -
our stomachs hurt, our hearts beat too fast, our breath comes too
short - and we long for Antarctica.
Ophelia
Benson is editor of Butterflies and Wheels - .
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